I’m not sure what I am going to do

I’ve been living overseas for almost more than six years and our main gripe is that I don’t get to see our family so much anymore.

My dad passed away while I was stuck here while we were in the covid lockdown and our mom is getting up there in years.

She is 71 now and honestly healthy but I know that she can get plucked away in the blink of an eye and I feel like I haven’t had enough sunset walks on the beach with her. We used to do the walks every week but now it’s been years. My HVAC corporation has been shut down for years now as I have taken permanent residence over here in Europe. My mom used to help me run the corporation years ago and I just miss seeing her on a regular basis. I could go back and start up our own local corporation again and live in the states but I just don’t feel like I want to live there anymore as it is too fast paced and extravagant for me, I’m not sure what to do however I feel I’ll just keep going back to visit every few weeks and see how that goes. I have a job here working for the local corporation and it keeps me busy but there are those moments when I am alone that I start yearning to see our mom again. There is something about missing our mom and just wanting to be around her as she has been a part of my life since I was born. It’ll all work out I am sure.
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