heating and cooling the heart

I’ve tossed away so many ex lovers I can’t even start to count.

  • I’m not bragging, but I am more regretting the ones who loved me and I pushed away.

It has left me alone now and with plenty of time to think about what I did. Maybe I’ll get one more chance in love, but it isn’t guaranteed and I could end up alone the rest of my life, and how sad would that be? Anyway, happy Valentine’s Day to you all and I hope you found a love that makes your life more colorful and joyful. HVAC equipment repair is my only love right now, as I am a heating rep and work at the local business doing repairs and sales each day. I am 55 years old now and would still love to be in love one more time, but I realize what I have done most of my life and that it may have left me on my own for the rest of my years. All I have now is memories of my past while I clean ductwork or sell a smart thermostat to a happy couple. Maybe I should just call it quits and search for my soul living in a buddhist monastery and learn to love myself again. The local contractor tells me I am too young to be alone the rest of my life, but while we were repairing a commercial HVAC system I told him of all of the ones I have pushed away and all of the regrets I now carry. Oh well, at least you have a happy V-Day today okay, and Namaste.